No ordinary Book

“Dear brothers and sisters, not many of you should become teachers in the church, for we who teach will be judged by God with greater strictness.” James 3:1

There were many who were before Him, yet He was the only “perfect” teacher. He set the example for us to follow, and in order to ensure we get it; He left us 66 books that make up the Bible. All of which are God breathed.

There is no reinventing of this Book. It is to be taught just as it is written. For God’s word is the only word that will remain. It is the only word that will penetrate all the way to the core of our souls, convicting, changing and transforming us to take on the likeness of Christ. It is the only word that is true and faithful. It is the very rock for us to stand on. It is the only rock that will not be washed away when the storms of life come crashing against us.

It is not just any ordinary book; it is “The” book of life, hope, reassurance, promise, truth, joy, love, romance, healing, and intimacy. It is the book that when opened brings you even closer to the presence of God.

It lights up the darkness, it shatters hardened hearts, it restores the broken, and it demolishes all evil. There is nothing greater than the word of God.

God’s word speaks for itself, all it needs is to be shared and it will do the rest.

There are many who refuse to hear, read, and know the word of God. There are many teachers and leaders who misuse God’s word. There are many who never open it because they don’t want the accountability that comes from hearing it. There are many who refuse to live by it.

“For the word of God is full of living power. It is sharper than the sharpest knife, cutting deep into our innermost thoughts and desires. It exposes us for what we really are. Nothing in all creation can hide from him. Everything is naked and exposed before his eyes. This is the God to whom we must explain all that we have done.” Hebrews 4:12-13

As teachers and leaders we are to take in as much of God’s word daily as we can. We are not to just teach from it we are to live by it and be changed by it.

As teachers and leaders we are to have a strong and steadfast belief in the trustworthy message we were taught; then we will be able to encourage others with right teaching and show those who oppose it where they are wrong. (Titus 1:9)

We also need to promote the kind of living that reflects right teaching. (Titus 2:1)

It is vital as teachers and leaders that we stand on the solid foundation of God’s word. Every aspect of our lives are to be a walking example of Christ and that can only be done by reading, knowing, and doing what God’s word says.

Prayer: Lord may every area of mine and Garrett’s lives reflect Your nature, Your word. Lord we never want to just speak of Your word but we want and desire to live out Your word. O’ Father there is so much seriousness in being a teacher. Examine us both daily. May our way of living always lead others to the cross and never away. May we always be the same just as you are the same, yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever. Amen

Beyond being "2"

Daddy and I had just finished up playing basketball with the FCA group at the High School. We got home and got ready for bed when I looked over at your daddy and said, "Babe my reflux is so bad, it is killing me. I really think I could be pregnant." Your daddy laughed and said, "Honey we are not going to go through this again buying thousands of tests.(we tried for 3 years for your bubba, and in those three years mommy had taken a lot of tests.)." Well the great man your daddy is he went to the store and bought mommy her 10 thousandth test anyway.

Daddy got home and  I rushed into the bathroom with mixed emotions and before I knew it my very first test was positive. (I was ten weeks pregnant with your brother and the tests were still negative) 

Now here you are the "big" 2 and you my sweet Dax make our home and our family complete. You will never know the joy you and your brother bring to your daddy and me. You are speaking in full sentences that amazes everyone. You are very active, healthy and extremely funny. Oh I adore you sweet boy your busyness and all. 

At just the ripe age of 2 you are already falling in love with Jesus, you are comprehending and understanding His word more and more everyday. Your prayers are precious and the day you went outside and lifted your money up to Jesus was the day I knew God was living in you and is going to use you for His glory.

We pray that today will not just be the day we celebrate you turning two, but it will be the day we celebrate two years of you being a child of God.  Dax your daddy and I want you to live a life above what the world offers you, we want you to live a life that God's word offers you. Right now at 2 we want you to know all there is to know about Jesus. 

My sweet baby boy, God has a specific plan for you, He had your life laid out before a single day had passed. And mommy and daddy want to celebrate with you today because we know in our hearts that you are a child of God and your name is in the Lambs book of Life.

Stick to the Lord's path all the days of your life. Seek His word precious boy and never settle for anything less than what God's word says. Never give in to temptation, surround yourself with those who hunger for Christ and live according to His word, and always examine yourself according the standards of Christ and not the world's.

Dax God has made you wonderfully complex! He watched you as you were being formed in my womb, He loves you and wants to lavish you with His love. Let Him sweet boy!

Lord You made all the delicate inner parts of Dax. You knitted him together within my womb and I praise You, we praise You for making Dax so wonderfully complex. Lord today we celebrate You and the life You have breathed into our precious baby boy. May he be committed to You all the days of his life. Use him for Your glory. Lord we pray Dax will be a man of integrity, who delight's in doing everything You want. Day and night may he think about Your law. May he be like a tree planted along the riverbank bearing fruit each season without fail. May his leaves never wither and may he prosper in all he does. Amen

Greater strictness

“Dear brothers and sisters, not many of you should become teachers in the church, for we who teach will be judged by God with greater strictness.” James 3:1

How often do we overlook the depth of this passage and go forth with our desire to want to teach. James very specifically says those of us that teach or hold a leadership role will be judged by God with greater strictness.

Why, because every word we say and the way we live affect the spiritual lives of others. We must teach directly from the word of God and live out the word of God 24/7. In our homes, in our social lives, in our personal lives, God’s word must be lived out.

For those of us who teach or hold any type of leadership role we must be held to a higher standard and accountability because we are in a position of either leading others to the cross or away from the cross.

In Matthew Jesus says, “But if anyone causes one of these little ones who trusts in me to lose faith, it would be better for that person to be thrown into the sea with a large millstone tied around the neck.” Matthew 9:42

I don’t know about you but for me, if I saw a leader in our church participating in sin and notice I said participating (that means they are willfully doing it) I would lose a lot of respect for them, one because they are contradicting the word of God and two they are causing many others to stumble. It is the same way with any of us who teach or share the Good News.

When G and I first got married we attended a church G had attended when he was little. G and I adored the Pastor. He would get up there every Sunday and preach with passion. It was not long after G and I moved to Texarkana that we found out this Pastor had been having multiple affairs with different women for years. WOW, we were stunned, remembering the man was human, we were still stunned.

This man would counsel men and women who were living in adultery all while he himself was doing it. Are you getting my point? Yes the man is human but enough with that excuse we are all stinkin’ human and yes we are all sinners, but we are children of God  who are to live above all of that, we are to live like Christ Jesus. We are to die to our old sinful ways. And we who teach are to live just as Christ instructs us to live, because WE WILL be judged with greater strictness.

I don’t know about you but I never want to lead someone away from the cross, I never want to live a life that contradicts the very Word of God. I want to live above that, I want to be better than that, and I want my College babies and anyone else God calls me to teach to desire to live above and beyond.  Not because we think we are better than everyone else but because God is better than everyone else and He deserves better than just average worship, average living, average teaching. He deserves to be respected with the utmost respect because He is God the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords. There is no one greater than Him. We should be disgusted if we call ourselves Christians and yet live as the world lives. We might as well spit in the face of God.

Prayer: Lord You know why I am so passionate about You, You have brought me through some horrible sinful living and have placed me on this side of the Cross. You have delivered me from death, You have covered me with Your blood, and  You have filled me with a passion to live above and beyond the old way of sinful living. For that I am ever so grateful. Thank You Lord for giving me distaste for sin and the things of this world, but most of all thank You for what You have done for me. Amen

Rejoice!

“Examine yourselves to see if your faith is really genuine. Test yourselves. If you cannot tell that Jesus Christ is among you, it means you have failed the test.” 2 Corinthians 13:5

Trials are a way of testing our faith and can I tell you I have been put through some trials in my life.  I am sure you have as well. Maybe you are right in the middle of one, I don’t know, but I do know that as we endure each trial we should rejoice.

Yes I said rejoice! Rejoice because with each coming and passing of a trial our true faith is revealed.

“So be truly glad! There is wonderful joy ahead, even though it is necessary for you to endure many trials for a while. These trials are only to test your faith, to show that it is strong and pure. It is being tested as fire tests and purifies gold-and your faith is far more precious to God than mere gold. So if your faith remains strong after being tried by fiery trials, it will bring you much praise and glory and honor on the day when Jesus Christ is revealed to the whole world.” 1 Peter 1:6-7

When you endure trials do you press through, do you run to Christ your protector and deliverer or do you give up, lose faith, and hope?

If you are going through a trial right now use it to examine your faith, allow it to strengthen your relationship with Christ, and always rejoice, because you know it too shall pass.

Prayer: Lord thank You for the trials we endure, may we use each one to come closer to You, to glorify You, to learn from and to strengthen our faith. Amen

Where are you spiritually?

“Examine yourselves to see if your faith is really genuine. Test yourselves. If you cannot tell that Jesus Christ is among you, it means you have failed the test.” 2 Corinthians 13:5

Are you taking on the character of Christ?

Are you growing in His word?

Are you studying His word?

Do you feel convicted when you sin?

Are you putting off Christ so you can live how you want?

Does your heart long to please God?

Do you want more of Him?

Do you believe in the promises of God?

Do you know all that He promises you?

Is His word taking root in your heart?

Do you live by the law or by faith?

When is the last time you really experienced the presence of God?

When is the last time you saw God work in your life or the lives of others?

Do you strive to live out every word of God?

Do you place yourself in situations where God can be seen?

Are you allowing God to use you for His glory?

-Just a few questions to examine where you are spiritually.

Prayer: Lord it is time we get really honest with you and ourselves. No more game playing, our time here is fleeting, and our chances are becoming fewer and fewer. Wake us up Lord. It is time we begin walking hand and hand with You. Amen

Dominated vs. Controlled-Part 2

“Examine yourselves to see if your faith is really genuine. Test yourselves. If you cannot tell that Jesus Christ is among you, it means you have failed the test.” 2 Corinthians 13:5

Sinning comes natural to us. It does not require any effort on our part. It provides temporary satisfaction, leading us to always want and need more.

But beyond our sinful nature comes a deeper realm of living. It is called living in the Spirit. My friends, Jesus is among those who live in the Spirit. He is evident in every part of their lives. Their thoughts, attitudes, actions, intentions, impulses, motives, and the fruit their lives produce.

-Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.

 When we examine ourselves what do we see more of, the fruits of the Spirit or the desires of our sinful nature that we listed out yesterday?

“But those who are controlled by the Holy Spirit think about things that please the Spirit.” Romans 8:5

Not only do we think about things that please the Spirit, but those of us who belong to Christ have nailed the passions and desires of our sinful nature to the cross and have crucified them there. (Galatians 5:24)

I think it is so important when examining ourselves that we look at our actions and thoughts and evaluate them according to the Word of God.

For example if the Holy Spirit is in control of our lives, if our faith is really genuine, then we will follow the Holy Spirit’s leading in every part of our lives. We will not become conceited, or irritate one another, or be jealous of one another. (Galatians 5:25-26)

I truly believe with all of my heart, that when Christ is in us and our faith is genuine we will have a radical change take place within us. We will not desire ANYTHING that this world offers. We will pursue Christ daily, we will have a longing and hunger to be with Him and to know Him. For then our lives will produce the fruits of the Spirit because we are connected to the vine.

“Remain in me, and I will remain in you. For a branch cannot produce fruit if it is severed from the vine, and you cannot be fruitful apart from me. Yes, I am the vine; you are the branches. Those who remain in me, and I in them, will produce much fruit. For apart from me you can do nothing.” John 15:4-5

Are you connected to the vine? What fruits do you see the Spirit producing in you?

Prayer: Lord make it known to us today what our lives are producing. I pray for a radical change to begin in the lives of those who are severed from Your vine. Thank You for filling us with the Spirit. May He lead us every second of our lives. Amen

Dominated vs. Controlled- Part 1

“Examine yourselves to see if your faith is really genuine. Test yourselves. If you cannot tell that Jesus Christ is among you, it means you have failed the test.” 2 Corinthians 13:5

You can be sure to find out if Christ Jesus is among you by evaluating your life according to Romans 8, and 

Galatians 5:13-26 both speak of two areas in our lives that are the most important.

1. Being dominated by our sinful nature
2. Being controlled by the Spirit.

“Those who are dominated by their sinful nature think about sinful things.” Romans 8:5

For those who live in this way do not have Jesus Christ among them. They follow the desires of their sinful nature. (Galatians 5:19)

Do you see that, those who are dominated by it, follow it, give into it, and live in it? Christ is not among that type of living or those people! If you have even a hint of God’s word in you and you know that God says certain ways of living are wrong and you continue to do it and live in it, then listen  to what 1 John 3:7-10 says

“Dear children, don’t let anyone deceive (if you recall we discussed in an earlier devotional who the deceiver is Satan Himself and who his helpers are –the angels that had fallen with him, and all those who live under Satan’s’ control-you can find this in 2 Corinthians 11:14-15) you about this: When people do what is right, it is because they are righteous, even as Christ is righteous. But when people keep on sinning, it shows they belong to the Devil, who has been sinning since the beginning. But the Son of God came to destroy these works of the Devil. Those who have been born into God’s family do not sin, because God’s life is in them. So they can’t keep on sinning, because they have been born of God. So now we can tell who are children of God and who are children of the Devil. Anyone who does not obey God’s commands and does not love other Christians does not belong to God.”  

If our lives are being dominated by our sinful nature, and we are continuing to sin, which would be called deliberate sin, than the Apostle John says we belong to the Devil. Are you getting that with me friend, even if you claim to know some of God’s word, if Christ is not IN you, then you belong to the Devil. WOW!

If you even back up a verse John says, “So if we continue to live in him, we won’t sin either. But those who keep on sinning have never known him or understood who he is.” 1 John 3:6

When you belong to the Devil and follow the desires of your sinful nature your lives produces this; and if you don’t mind let’s just put them in detail. Sometimes we need to see it and hear it in order for it to sink in.

Sexual Immorality-if you are sleeping around, living with your boyfriend/ girlfriend, living a life of homosexuality, having sex outside of marriage, etc.

Impure thoughts- hateful, vindictive, spiteful, lustful, negative, basically any thought other than God’s word.  

Eagerness for lustful pleasure- pornography, prostitution, sex, alcohol, lying, drugs, money, attention etc.  

Idolatry-worshipping things other than God, our money, our jobs, ourselves…

Participation in demonic activities-umm…weegie boards, Psychics, palm readers, speaking to the dead (hilarious, really?) it’s sad that even our Disney channel airs shows like Wizards of Waverly or any other show that deals with witches and magic, it is just not an activity of God, He is the only one with the power!

Hostility-unfriendliness, acts of anger that lead to killing, hurt, or any manner that one would want to inflict pain onto another. One who is hostile towards God and His word and those who serve God.

Quarreling-complaining, arguing, holding grudges, and/or bickering.

Jealousy-negative attitude towards another because of your own insecurities!

Outbursts of anger-you lack self-control, instead of praying you yell back and react quickly. You accuse others, you are defensive, and can even inflict pain on someone.Temper tantrums!

Selfish ambition- you think only of yourself. Everything you do is to better you and not others!

Divisions-anyone who refuses to be corrected, anyone who involves themselves in foolish discussions, those who cause dissension and strife.

Feeling that everyone is wrong except those in your own little group-That would define Religion!

Envy-discontent or resentment towards others because of their success, life, advantages, talents, gifts.

Drunkenness-excess drinking, intoxication, losing your ability to think, and even function correctly.

Wild parties-drunkenness, sexual immorality, could even include demonic activity, drugs, if the world offers it will probably be there.

Understand something very important brethren, if you are living in one, some, or all of these sins, and you are doing them willfully, STOP; these are not of Christ they are of the Devil. “Such people claim they know God, but they deny him by the way they live.” Titus 1:16

“If the Good News we preach is veiled from anyone, it is a sign that they are perishing. Satan, the god of this evil world, has blinded the minds of those who don’t believe, so they are unable to see the glorious light of the Good News that is shining upon them. They don’t understand the message we preach about the glory of Christ, who is the exact likeness of God.” 2 Corinthians 4:3-4

If your toes are being stepped on and you feel an overwhelming since of conviction, O’ Praise God my friend, run to the foot of the Cross, cry out to Jesus for help, let Him restore you. He died for you, you can be forgiven, confess and repent, don’t go back to that way of living ANYMORE.

 But if you don’t feel convicted and you don’t think that what you are doing is wrong, even after hearing it from the Word of God, O’ sweet friend that is called blindness! Maybe along with denial you get angry and offended I ask that you stop and read Hebrews 4:12-13 for then you will understand that your reactions are because of the power of the Word of God. Cry to God to restore your vision. Stop and turn to Him now, seek help, stop and pray. It is not too late, today is the day of Salvation! Don’t belong to Satan, He only wants to lead you to his eternal home where there is burning that never ends, pain that never ceases or let’s up, maggots that never stop crawling, and cries for help that will never end or be heard.

Prayer: Lord if there is anyone reading this today that is being dominated by their sinful nature, I ask that You remove the veil from over their eyes today! O’ Father just as You I want to see as many people come to know You, serve You, hunger for You, and strive to be like You. Father I believe in the power of Your word, and the work of the Holy Spirit, I believe that You will take all that You have spoken through me and use it for Your glory to change the life of someone today. Amen

Wake up Call

“Examine yourselves to see if your faith is really genuine. Test yourselves. If you cannot see that Jesus Christ is among you, it means you have failed the test.” 2 Corinthians 13:5

In my attempt to gather some research for a writing assignment I came across this amazing website that left me flabbergasted and in awe all day yesterday, I could not shake these statistics from my mind. Here is a preview for you.

“The rate in which a light flashes on top of an emergency vehicle is the average rate that people are dying and going to hell.” Biblehelp.org Copyright © 1987 -2004 Michael Bronson

Can you comprehend that? I highly recommend you check out this website http://www.biblehelp.org/dieday.htm

I think the statistics will blow you away! Please understand these are only statistics and only God knows, but this should be an eye opener for all of us. I don’t think we can even begin to comprehend just how many people are going to hell. Maybe this will light a spark with in all of us to start getting it together and examining our own lives. Oh I can only pray that it will!

We should be in a foot race to share the word of God with someone every single day. Again being that only God knows, I wanted to give you some numbers to look at.

As of 2009 the estimated world population was around 6,790,062,216. (That’s almost 7 billion) people. According to the statistics from our article if only 7% of the world’s population is going to heaven that means 490 million people will go to heaven and 6,510,000,000 will not!

(Thank you daddy for helping me with my horrible math skills, I know this gave you the heebie geebies so thank you for hearing the desperation and urgency that filled my heart for those who are lost.)

Again ONLY God knows the exact number and He gives us warning in Matthew 7:13-14 about how narrow the gate to Heaven really is.

“You can enter God’s Kingdom only through the narrow gate. The highway to hell is broad, and its gate is wide for many who choose the easy way. But the gateway to life is small, and the road is narrow, and only a few ever find it.”  

There will be no second chances when the Lord returns! Don’t put off coming to know Him, living for Him, and seeking Him through His word. Start NOW!!!

Is He in you? Are you living as Christ lived or as you want to live? Let this be your wake up call

Prayer: Lord only You know the exact number that will enter the Kingdom of Heaven, and Father how I pray that we will not waste any more days pleasing our flesh or passing up opportunities to share Jesus Christ with others. Thank You for placing this urgency within me to share and encourage believers and non-believers to turn and seek You now. Amen

Here's how to know

“Examine yourselves to see if your faith is really genuine. Test yourselves. If you cannot tell that Jesus Christ is among you, it means you have failed the test.” 2 Corinthians 13:5

How can we be sure our faith is genuine and that Christ is living in us?

1 John 2:3-6

“By obeying his commandments. If someone says, I belong to God but doesn’t obey God’s commandments, that person is a liar and does not live in the truth. But those who obey God’s word really do love him. That is the way to know whether or not we live in him. Those who say they live in God should live their lives as Christ did.”

Examine yourselves to this passage today, store it, study it, apply it, understand it, and test it. If you are not obeying God’s commandments, if you are not obeying His word, (which how can we if we never read it) than you will know He is not within you and your faith is not genuine. If you are not striving to be Christ-like than you desire the wrong things.

Oh my goodness do you not just love the word of God. I wish I could put the excitement of my heart on here for you to see, but I can’t so sweet brethren just know I AM EXTREMELY EXCITED AND SO STINKIN IN LOVE WITH JESUS! I hope you are too.

Prayer: Jesus there is NOTHING greater than You! There is NOTHING greater than Your word. O’ Father it is my desire for others to experience You in such a deep and personal way. You are what excites me, I long to be with You, to study Your word, to know everything there is about You. Jesus hasten the day! Amen

If we failed, it’s our own fault!

“Examine yourselves to see if your faith is really genuine. Test yourselves. If you cannot tell that Jesus Christ is among you, it means you have failed the test. I hope you recognize that we have passed the test and are approved by God.” 2 Corinthians 13:5-6

It’s time for some in depth study of God’s word. No stories, no feel good this or that, just the meat of God’s word. It’s time we start stepping up and taking responsibility for ourselves, our faith, and our spiritual growth.

“Examine yourselves” Paul says, observe your life, and check out your heart’s motives and intentions. Look at your life carefully and inspect your lifestyle. Find a mirror that is close up what has priority in your life?

“See if your faith is genuine”, he says. Now listen close to what he is saying. Are you sincerely and honestly seeking more of Jesus? Are you DAILY experiencing Jesus Christ? Is your desire to know more about Jesus than anything else? If it is, than you will be more consumed with Him and His word than with yourself and the world.

Test yourselves-is your faith growing? Are you becoming more and more mature spiritually? If you cannot see Christ in your life than you are not growing, and you might not even be a Christian.  That is what Paul is saying! A good way to test yourself is by looking at your lifestyle. Is Jesus the center?

If He is not than Paul says, “You have failed the test.”

Real faith seeks Jesus daily; it is not a mere thought but an action. Real faith accepts discipline from God’s word and does not ignore it. Real faith seeks to be examined by the Lord; it listens to the Holy Spirit when it speaks. Real faith is lived out! Real faith believes and stands firm in the promises of God. Real faith has no room for complacency, it is not half-hearted, it is not lukewarm, and it does not self-serve.

Real faith does not base it’s salvation on works, or religious traditions, but on the free gift of salvation given to it through the death, burial and resurrection of Jesus Christ.

Real faith desires to have an intimate, personal relationship with Jesus Christ; it desires to grow in wisdom and in truth EVERY SINGLE DAY!

Real genuine faith can praise and worship God because of the pure love it has for Jesus. Real faith does not require its pastor or church to make it feel good, instead real faith looks to the cross and Jesus Christ because He is the one who feeds and fuels the soul.

If we are not seeking God daily than we are only pushing ourselves further away.

Prayer: Lord place us under Your microscope and examine the very cells of our souls. Open our eyes from the blindness. Let there be no way we can escape from the truth of where each of us are at with our faith. Lord out of love and respect for You may we not sugar-coat, make excuses, or try and justify our lack of faith. Abba Father You give us time, Your word, and opportunity to grow in faith, forgive us for choosing to pursue others thing. Amen

Our Exam

“Our purpose is to please God, not people. He examines the motives of our hearts.” 1 Thessalonians 2:4

I have enjoyed so much this week’s S.S.A.L.S. God has taken me to a deeper level of intimacy within through understanding the importance of pleasing Him.

So with that I want to close the first part of our passage up with some profound words spoken by Paul that I have fell IN love with.

“Obviously, I’m not trying to be a people pleaser! No, I am trying to please God. If I were still trying to please people, I would not be Christ’s servant.” Galatians 1:10

Paul could not have said it any better! Don't you just love his boldness?

Now for the last part of our verse, “He examines the motives of our hearts.”  The word motive is a factor or circumstance that induces a person to act in a particular way.

What is our motive for worshipping God? What is our motive for acting in the manner in which we do, whether anger, jealousy, spite, love, compassion, etc? God alone knows the underlying motives of our hearts. He examines them daily and He cannot be fooled. “People may think they are doing what is right, but the Lord examines the heart.” Proverbs 21:2

It is so neat to me how these two verses go so well together. If our motives are for the attention and praise of man, than are we not going to be people pleasers instead of God pleaser's?

What about when we lash out at others or speak words of hate, is it not because our underlying motive is to hurt someone because we are hurting, and instead of allowing God to deal with that hurt, we retaliate onto others so we can feel better about ourselves? Sick isn’t it? But how often we do it.

It is a vicious cycle especially when our motives are intentional. God sees our hearts brethren, He sees and knows why we do all that we do. He knows how we will handle every situation and every conviction; we will both accept and confess it, or we will reject it.

“Don’t try to avoid responsibility by saying you didn’t know about it. For God knows all hearts, and he sees you. He keeps watch over your soul, and he knows you knew! And he will judge all people according to what they have done.” Proverbs 24:12

Even we know our motives behind the things we do. So what are yours? The next time you do something ask yourself this, does this motive align itself with the word of God, the will of God and the love of God?

And we must always remember, “He examines the motives of our hearts.”

Prayer: Lord I pray the same prayer David prayed; examine me, O Lord and test me! Evaluate my inner thoughts and motives! Amen

The Outcome

“Our purpose is to please God, not people. He examines the motives of our hearts.” 1 Thessalonians 2:4

How did you do on the test yesterday? It sure puts things into perspective doesn’t it? It did for me!

So what is the outcome for being a people pleaser vs. a God pleaser? It is a temporary satisfaction vs. a lifelong satisfaction and it can all be summed up in one verse spoken several times throughout the Bible.

“Shout that people are like the grass that dies away. Their beauty fades as quickly as the beauty of flowers in a field. The grass withers, and the flowers fade beneath the breath of the Lord. And so it is with people. The grass withers, and the flowers fade, but the word of our God stands forever.” Isaiah 40:6-8

It is only through Christ Jesus that we will find a lasting satisfaction that our souls thirst for.  If you stop and evaluate how your life has been as a people pleaser I am sure you will begin to realize it is not that enjoying. It is like a roller coaster your happy one minute, mad the next, you seek the opinion of others because you didn't hear what you wanted, and it just goes on and on. That’s because people’s words, opinions, and attitudes will always change, just like the grass. But God’s words, His opinion, His attitude will always remain the same.

Aren’t you ready for some consistency in your life? Don’t you want to hang your hat on something you know is true and lasting?

Prayer: Lord I pray that we will move past being people pleasers and start becoming God pleasers. For then we will always be able to refer everybody to the word of God. May we always point directly to the cross and not to ourselves. Amen

The "Pleaser" test...people or God

“Our purpose is to please God, not people. He examines the motives of our hearts.”  1 Thessalonians 2:4

Here is a test for you to take that will help determine who you seek to please more. When taking this test you have to be 100% honest when answering each question. These questions should be answered NOT with how you want to be but how you are right now! And remember God knows the real answer!

1. Do you always worry about what others think of you?

2. Are you more concerned about your outward beauty or your inward beauty?

                -What do you spend more time working on, your outfits and appearance or your relationship with Christ?

3. Do you tell people what they want to hear or the truth?

4. Do you think about how your actions affect Christ?

5. Are your thoughts focused more on other people or Christ?

6. Do you go to church for the politics (to be seen) or because you desire to be in God’s house?

7. Do you do things for the attention and praise of others or for Christ?

8. Do you brag about your success and pay checks or about God’s mercy and grace?

9. Do your conversations consist more on worldly issues or on God’s word?

10. Do you desire to obtain more or to give more?

11. Do you spend more time with friends than you do with God?

12. Do you spend more time trying to please people or God?

13. Do you want to win the approval of people or God?

14. Do you enjoy the company of people more than God’s company?

15. Do you seek the opinion of others first or God first?

16. Do you know more about people’s lives than you do God’s word?

17. What are you more concerned about; what others say or what God says?

18. Are your motives people driven or God driven?

19. Do you spend more time trying to make people happy or God happy?

20. Do you take people’s words to heart or God’s word?

Well what’s the verdict? People or God

Join me tomorrow as we look at some outcomes of pleasing people vs. pleasing God.

Prayer: Lord you tell us in our verse that you examine the motives of our hearts and if our motives are to please people more than You, convict us in that area, but most of all Lord forgive us for fixing our eyes on those who will soon wither and die. Lord lift our eyes to You for You are the everlasting God. Amen

Pleased, Pleased, Pleased

“Our purpose is to please God, not people. He is the one who examines the motives of our hearts.” 1 Thessalonians 2:4

When we suffer for the sake of Christ, He my brothers and sisters is PLEASED!

When we endure through our suffering with patience and steadfast faithfulness, He is PLEASED!

When we stand on the side of good, He is PLEASED!

When we refuse to give into this evil world and those around us, He is PLEASED!

When we rise above the ridicule, mockery, name calling, words spoken in spite, He is PLEASED!

When we cling to EVERY single word of God like it is our life rope (and it is), He is PLEASED!

When we fall on our faces before the Almighty God and cry out for forgiveness and TRUST that He will forgive us, He is PLEASED!

When we set our eyes on Christ Jesus and no other God or thing, He is PLEASED!

When we instill the word of God into our children each and every day, He is PLEASED!

When we share the Good News with others, He is PLEASED!

When we give God every detail of our lives, He is PLEASED!

When we offer our lives up to Him, He is PLEASED!

When put a stop to fleshly living and start living by the Spirit, He is PLEASED!

When we put aside our selfish ambitions, He is PLEASED!

When we place Him in the center of our marriages, He is PLEASED!

When we remove ourselves from deliberate sin, He is PLEASED!

When we pick up our cross daily and follow Him, He is PLEASED!  

     
When we make our job’s God centered, He is PLEASED!

When we allow Him to guide our every step, He is PLEASED!

When we seek His face, when we spend time in prayer, when we commit our souls to Him, HE IS PLEASED!

My friend is your life pleasing Him?

Every time you make a decision ask this question, God will this please You?

Prayer: God show us how we can please You in the midst of our busy lives. May we always stop to ask ourselves if what we are doing is pleasing You. Amen

My cup runneth over

“Our purpose is to please God, not people. He alone examines the motives of our hearts.” 1 Thessalonians 2:4

We gathered our things to head to church. Avery and I were finishing up talking about the 10% he was to give to Jesus. Dax at this point had taken a handful of change that had fallen on the floor and made a mad dash outside. Avery and I grabbed our stuff and out we went. As I was getting everything in the car I noticed Dax had ran around the corner of the house and I could hear him talking. So I walked around to get him when I saw my 1 ½ year old little boy lifting up his money to the sky and saying, “Here you go Jesus, here is your money.”  

I walked over to pick him up when he looked at me and said, “Mommy I give Jesus my money” and he lifted it up to the sky. I pulled him in close and said, “Daxie Jesus is so pleased. Mommy is so proud of you.”  In that very moment my heart overflowed joy.

As we began making our way to the car I could hear Jesus say, “Kristi I am so pleased.”   

It has been my deepest desire to please the Lord in all ways. I want please Him from a depth within me that only He can reach, and tonight He showed me a glimpse of its depth through the action of my baby boy.

Jesus is pleased when I instill the love of God within my two little boys. He is pleased when I live by example and show them and teach them the word of God and how to have a personal relationship with their Heavenly Father.

And for me there is no greater reward than knowing my babies love Jesus passionately at a young age and are already developing a one on one relationship with Him. Garrett and I have only one job and that is to ensure that our boy’s spend eternity in Heaven.

Prayer: Lord thank You for my precious babies and their desire to know You. Lord we represent more than just the Morgan name we represent You and I pray that as we walk this earth we will not only represent You but that we will please You in all we say and do. Lord continue to fill Avery and Dax with wisdom beyond their years and guide Garrett and I to be the parents You have called us to be. Lord these babies are Yours and we gave them to You a long time ago, take them and use them, make them stewards and lovers of Your word. Amen

Rare perfume

“Our purpose is to please God, not people. He alone examines the motives of our hearts.” 1 Thessalonians 2:4

She entered the room carrying the best perfume she had. Her heart pounded as she made her way over to the feet of Jesus. She knelt down behind Him and immediately began to weep. The brokenness, shame and pain of her sins had become more than she could bear.

Having only the water from her tears and the hair on her head she began to wash the feet of Jesus.  With her hands shaking and weak from crying she reached over and grabbed the alabaster jar and opened it up. She then gently grabbed the feet of Jesus and began kissing and anointing them with the rare perfume.

With her eyes lowered and fixed on His feet she suddenly felt the hands of Jesus lifting her head. As her head rose up her tear filled eyes met the eyes of Jesus, He so loving reached His hand out and wiped the tears from her face and she heard him say, “Your sins are forgiven. Your faith has saved you; go in peace.” Luke 7:48, 50

 Her faith expressed itself through her love for Jesus and she did in such a way that leaves me feeling ever so desperate for my faith to express itself in love for Jesus in the same way. You see I too a sinner, have received the same forgiveness as she did, so shouldn’t I be anointing my Heavenly Father’s feet with my rarest perfume. I know that day Jesus was so pleased with the actions, humbleness, and faith of this woman. She made it all about Him and yet I wonder, do I make it all about Him, does my love for Christ go that deep? Does He feel my tears as they hit His feet? Do His feet give off the sweet aroma of my rarest perfume? How I pray that they do.

Prayer: Jesus it is my deepest desire to please You. Develop in me a faith that pours out love and gratitude for the forgiveness, mercy and grace You so graciously bestow upon me daily. Amen

Lord I want to please You!

“Our purpose is to please God, not people. He alone examines the motives of our hearts.” 1 Thessalonians 2:4

Pleasing God should be the force that drives us. It should be the first thing we think about when we wake up, as we go throughout our day, and when we lay down at night. Unfortunately for me it has not always been that way, there have been more times than I care to count of when I have tried to please myself, my family, friends, bosses, even people I don’t know.

So when the Lord impressed this upon my heart I had an overwhelming amount of emotions run through me. 

Lord I want to please You; I want to please You more than I want my heart to beat. I want to please You here, now, and for eternity. Lord I want  to please You in my suffering, my weakness, with my heart, my thoughts, my actions, attitude, words, with my example, in every step I take, as a mom, wife, daughter, friend, writer, but most of all Lord I want to please You because You are my Father.

Lord examine the motives of my heart and MAKE it pleasing to You. Lay out before me all that pleases You for then my life will be an example of Christ. Above all Lord make Your word come alive within me. Amen

Closing “Thoughts”

"The more I thought about it, the hotter I got, igniting a fire of words.” Psalm 39:3

I want to close our two weeks on thoughts with two passages that I have found to be profound.

Proverbs 15:14 “A wise person is hungry for truth, while the fool feeds on trash.”

If we are to become wise in thought we will seek out thoughts of truth, honor, righteousness, purity, love, admiration, excellence, and things that are praise worthy.

If we feed on trash (thoughts in the flesh), we are fools. In other words if we spend only 10 minutes flying through the word of God and spend the remaining 23 hours and 50 minutes filling our thoughts with the world’s garbage-We are fools!

Passage 2-“Lord, remind me how brief my time on earth will be. Remind me that my days are numbered-how fleeting my life is.” Psalm 39:4

Being that our time here on earth is so brief we must not waste any time being concerned about worldly things. We must take every thought and place it on Heaven and on those who are lost, widowed, poor, and broken.

We like David need to cry out to the Lord asking Him to remind us just how brief our time here is, and start putting our thoughts and attention on Christ.

Prayer: Lord knowing how brief my time is help me to use every thought, every action, every word, to glorify You, to encourage my brothers and sisters, and to share the joy of heaven that awaits us. May I not waste my time fixated on myself, or the things that I have no control over. Amen

Black and White

“The more I thought about it, the hotter I got, igniting a fire of words.” Psalm 39:3

When it comes to my faith I am black and white, there is no gray area with me.  God has no gray areas about Him and neither does His word. It is straight forward and I love that. You either choose to obey Him wholeheartedly or you don’t. Your hot or cold!

Being black and white I have been called many things, unloving, hypocritical, judgmental, turn-off etc. And do you know I am okay with that. Let me tell you why.

The Lord has instilled this gift within me. It is a gift I did not choose for myself, but one that He chose for me.  The Lord has instilled within me a deep passion for Him and His kingdom. He has placed within me the urgency to share His word with others and the truth of what will come to be if we do not turn from our ways and turn to Him.

I believe wholeheartedly in doing all things with love and that is why I believe in holding all people including myself accountable to the word of God. That is why I believe that people need to know that HELL exists. That is why I have such distaste for sin, in my own life and in the lives of others.

Jesus did not come down and preach feel good sermons, He preached with boldness, authority and power because of His great love for you and me. Jesus had a deep concern for the souls of His people. Jesus loved us enough to point out the filth that displeased His Father. He had so much love for us that He knew the only way we would ever be made right with God was through Him, His sacrifice, and His blood.

I also know that one day I will stand before the judgment seat of God and will be held accountable for the things I have done. And I will be darned if I go before my Heavenly Father and say I was just too scared to offend someone, so I remained quiet, and as a result those people or that person is in Hell for eternity because I failed to do what Christ called me to do. 

It would be like John the Baptist telling God, “Sorry I just can’t prepare the way for Jesus because I don’t want to have enemies or anger anyone.” REALLY?

So many Christians today would rather blend in, fit in and be liked that they are doing more harm than good.  

So whether you are offended or not, just know I love you enough to make sure you don’t spend eternity in hell! I love you enough to hold you accountable to the word of God. I love you enough to make sure you don’t become hardened to the convictions of the Holy Spirit. I love you so much I want to be standing next to you in Heaven forever! I love you so much I pray my guts out for you, and I love you so much I want you to be the absolute best for Christ as you can be. I want every intricate part about you and me to please Him.  Why, because HE DESERVES IT, PLUS SOME!

 And more than anything know this; I do it all because my love for Jesus Christ is greater than anything else on the face of the earth. And when my daddy is offended, I am offended. When He is rejected I am rejected. When He is used I feel used. When He hurts I hurt. My love for Him is so great I am willing to be called any name, be mocked, hated, and disliked for His name sake.

I want to finish up by giving you a thought to really think about and I pray it begins to consume you so much that it ignites a fire of urgency under you.

Can you say you “TRULY” love, yet let a friend, family member, colleague, etc. live in sin, and you never confront them? Can you say you “truly” love Christ, yet are willing to let those living in darkness perish?

Guys it’s time to get out of the stands, God did not put us here to be spectators, or pew warmers, He put us here to serve and time is running out. It is right now we need to be sharing God’s word. It is right now we need to be reaching out to the lost. RIGHT NOW! We are not here for our pleasure, it’s high time we get over ourselves and start focusing on the job at hand-saving souls!

Prayer: Lord narrow is the gate and only a few will enter. Use me Lord to be a utensil You can use for Your purpose. Father it grieves me to know there are people who are lost, people who will be going to hell. Use me Father to reach out to them and to my brothers and sisters stuck in sin.  Lord I know they hated You way before they hated me, I know it is You they persecute, You  that is in me, and I thank You for bearing that for me. I do all things for Your glory Lord. Amen

                                                                                                           

The deceiver and his helpers

“The more I thought about it, the hotter I got, igniting a fire of words.” Psalm39:3

Have you ever gone into a situation having positive thoughts about how it will go, only to leave being disappointed and frustrated? Having done that very thing last night I began to wonder if our own thoughts can deceive us, can they lead us to believe something that is just not true.

Yes and the deceiver himself is at the center of it all using anyone and anything to fulfill his plan, as he did last night.

So how does one overcome the deception and rise above it, with the help and power of the Holy Spirit, who will enable you with the ability to see each situation for what it really is. He will place the protection and armor of God’s word around you giving you the strength to fight the deceiver himself. And he will turn up the watts of Christ’s light within you, giving you a brightness that penetrates all darkness around you.  

Now don’t misunderstand me, it is good to always go into situations looking for the positive, and we should always see each situation as Christ does. But we cannot be naïve to the fact that there are just something’s and some people whose desires, motives, and thoughts are not fixed on God, therefore making the deceiver’s job that much easier.

Last night my faith was put to the test, I have had a week of studying thoughts in God’s word, I have had all week to store His words in my heart, and last night He handed me the test to see if I was ready to apply it.

Here was the test; would I focus on the negative outcome and what the deceiver did, or would I focus on Christ Himself and let my thoughts of Him ignite words of Praise.

And though my flesh fought me every step of the way I chose to focus on Christ, His power, His love, His control, and His word. I chose to apply all that God had taught me in overcoming thoughts in the flesh and in doing so I was able to face the deceiver and his helpers head on. I was filled with complete peace and joy. I was surrounded by a small group of brothers and sisters who TRULY live out their love and devotion to Christ, and I gained a new understanding that there are just some things and some people who will always be helpers of the deceiver. And though we might not set out to be his helper, we fall prey to it when we pretend to be someone or something we are not. And we ALL at one point have been his helper!!

I want to make one thing very clear, none of us are immune to becoming the deceiver's helper (boy do I know that), that is why we must never put on to be more than what we really are, we must never act one way towards a group of people and then another way towards a different group.Christ was always the same and so should we. We must be very careful at all times, always evaluating ourselves with the Lord and His word. If we claim to be true followers of God we will live like true followers of God.

Prayer: Lord protect us from the deceiver, protect us and help us from falling prey to his plans. May we NEVER be his helper. Lord show us areas in our lives where we might be deceitful. Amen

Thoughts of Praise

“The more I thought about it, the hotter I got, igniting a fire of words.” Psalm 39:3

She gave her heart to Jesus a long time ago, but somewhere in her life her heart became divided between her love for God, her desire to please Him, and her captivity of focusing on the negative. “How did this happen? How have I gotten to this point in my life? It almost seems difficult to find the positive in things; my thoughts always take me to the places of hurt, rejection, and failure. I am quick to see the wrong in everything. Lord deliver me from this sickness that has overtaken me.”  She cried

If this woman only knew she was not alone, if she only knew she was not the only one infected with this horrible disease of negativism.  I too struggle with the same thing daily, many of us struggle with negative thoughts. Our problems, our hurts, our pasts, our failures, our doubts, our fears, rejections, abuse, addictions, loneliness, our desires to be praised by man, our need to be noticed, to be of value, these things have consumed our thoughts placing us into slavery. They have robbed us of our joy, our health, and they have filled our hearts with sorrow and self.

It is time my brethren to break free and turn our hearts and our thoughts to that of Praise. How do we do that, I am glad you asked.

We become determined- “I am determined, O God! I am determined! I will sing and praise you!” Psalm 57:7. We determine today that we WILL praise God, we determine today to no longer focus on the negative but the positive that comes from Jesus Christ.

We awaken our soul-“Praise the Lord, O my soul! With all that is within me, praise his holy name.” Psalm 103:1. Our soul is aroused when we fix our hearts on God, by meditating on His word, works, and His magnificent ways.

We stay reminded-“I will remember the works of the Lord. Yes, I will remember the amazing things you did long ago.” Psalm 77:11

-“Let all that I am praise the Lord; may I never forget the good things he does for me. He forgives all my sins and heals all my diseases. He redeems me from death and crowns me with love and tender mercies.” Psalm 103:2-4

We focus on the gift (cross)-“But even greater is God’s wonderful grace and his gift of forgiveness to many through this other man, Jesus Christ.” Romans 5:15

-“But even greater is God’s wonderful grace and his gift of righteousness, for all who receive it will live in triumph over sin and death through this one man, Jesus Christ.” Romans 5:17

We focus on the gift of being children of God, “See how very much our Father loves us, for he calls us his children, and that is what we are!” 1 John 3:1

We treat the disease with Praise-“I will praise you, Lord with all my heart; I will tell of all the marvelous things you have done. I will be filled with joy because of you. I will sing praises to your name, O Most High.” Psalm 9:1

-“With all my heart I will praise you, O Lord my God I will give glory to your name forever.” Psalm 86:12

-We take every negative thought and turn it into praise; here is an example.This is one of my negative thoughts.

The Negative Thought-He cares more about his job than he does us.

                The Praise-Lord thank you that my husband takes pride in what he does. I know that he loves us Lord. May all his hard work glorify You. Thank You that he has a job and is able to work. Thank You that he has the opportunity to do what he loves and that because of his efforts and his job we have a roof over our head, food to eat and clothes on our backs.

Prayer: Lord we have been held captive too long to negative thinking. Today we are determined to praise You. We want to no longer with hold the Glory that belongs to You. Amen

The “First” Family

“The more I thought about it, the hotter I got, igniting a fire of words.” Psalm 39:3

Ladies and Gentlemen I would like to introduce you to a family of whom I refer to as the “First Family”. They do not have a last name, but because they were the first to do everything, I found it fitting to make “First” become their last name.  

So please make welcome Adam, Eve, Cain, and Abel First

Adam and Eve were the first man and woman to be created, the first and only ones who entered the world as adults, the first to walk in direct communication with God, the first to live in paradise, the first to experience peace between man and animal, the first to have everything provided for them, the first whose daily tasks were joyful, fun, and stress free. They were also the first to be tempted by Satan, to give in to Satan’s lies, and to fall into sin.  They were the first to have their eyes open to good and evil, the first to live in shame and fear of God, the first to be cast out of the Garden of Eden (paradise) and the first to experience death, jobs, stress, child-bearing (pain), parenthood, the importance of shelter, food, and clothing.

Their children Cain and Abel were the first to enter the world through a woman as babies. Cain being the first male child born is the one I really want to focus on today.

Cain was the first child ever born, the first baby to cry, the first baby to laugh, crawl, walk, the first to be spanked, the first to push his parents buttons, the first to learn how to work, the first big brother, and the first one to set an example of what happens when we ponder on a fleshly thought a little too long, thus igniting a fire of not just words, but a fire of sinful actions.

Cain grew up to be a farmer, while his younger brother Abel grew up to be a Shepherd. Harvest time was approaching so Cain got some of his best crops and gave them to the Lord as a gift. “Abel also brought the Lord a gift-the best of the firstborn lambs from his flock (Genesis 4:4). The Lord accepted Abel and his gift, but he did not accept Cain and his gift.”  I am not sure if this was the first gift presented to the Lord from the boys, but it is the first spoken of in the Bible.

Therefore, Cain was also the first to have his gift not be accepted by the Lord. And this is where it began.

Cain became very angry, and when confronted by the Lord he was told he could be accepted if he would just do what was right. But if he refused the watch out because sin would crouch at his door eager to control him. The Lord told Cain, “But you must subdue it and be its master.” Genesis 4:7

Guess what Cain became the first one to refuse to give up his jealous anger. Instead, he let his thoughts of jealousy, anger, and rejection control him causing him to be the first one to take a man’s life of which was his own brother. Because of Cain’s inability to take his thoughts captive and place them in the obedience of God, he became the first man to be banished from the ground, the first to leave the presence of the Lord, and the first to be a homeless wanderer on the earth. (Genesis 4:10-14)

What is my point to all of this? Thoughts in the flesh always lead to sin, and the more we focus on those thoughts the more we become slaves to them just as Cain did. Sin will always be crouching at our door, eager to control us, but we must subdue it and become its master.

Prayer: Lord I have become a slave to several of my thoughts that have led to sinful actions. Father forgive me for opening the door to them. I know I cannot subdue or become master over them without the help of the Holy Spirit. Lord help me to exercise self-control. Amen

There is only one Fire Chief!

“The more I thought about it, the hotter I got, igniting a fire of words.” Psalm 39:3

I took the kids to the church playground to play, stopped and got them a drink from Sonic, then drove them over to the football field to play on the track and run around. We then stopped over by the field house so they could see their daddy. He walks over and we all begin to talk. Up to this point it has been a great day.

We all get our daddy lovin’ and then I proceed to tell him all we have to do when he gets home. It is at this point I become “crazy woman” who is all of the sudden overwhelmed and frustrated. And I am sure if he was telling his side of the story he would say I was EXTREMELY frustrated and beyond “crazy”. We will discuss that later.

When “crazy woman” finishes speaking my calm and patient husband says, “Ok, I know, we will get it all done. I should be home around 3:00, love you got to go.”

The “Crazy woman” roles up her window gives him a look and drives off. As I drive off I begin to convert back to Kristi. We get home I throw the kids in the tub, get them dressed and laid down for a short nap. If you know my babies or have heard me talk about nap or bed time, you would know this is a chore, which brings “crazy woman” back out.  Anyway we all get calmed down Kristi comes back out gets a few minutes of peace and quiet and even gets in some studying.

I begin to finish up when you would think after basking in the presence of the Son “Joyful Kristi” would stay out right? Well “Joyful Kristi” left quick and in a hurry when she looked at the time and realized it was almost four and her husband was not home.

“Crazy woman” come’s flying out and begins thinking about how all she ever does is wait on her husband. The more she thought it about the hotter she got and the more she began thinking about all the negative. She got so hot she not only ignited a fire of words, she blew those words all over her poor husband through text and directly in his face the minute he put his self in that car. “Crazy Woman” burned him right up. She blew so much fire at him; he then became filled with fire.

So the whole way to Longview, the whole time we were in Longview, and the whole way home from Longview fire was being thrown.

(Sigh) Here is the greatest lesson “Crazy Woman” and Kristi have been taught. The more I focus on the negative, the more thoughts in the flesh I have the less I allow Christ’s light to shine. The less my boys (all three) see a woman who reflects, loves, and lives and breathes Jesus Christ. Instead they see a fickle woman.

That is not what I desire, that is not the example I want to set for my boys. That is not the wife I want to be. There is a reason God has kept me on the importance of thoughts and for this very reason, if my thoughts don’t change my actions won’t change and the ones who know me best won’t receive God’s best.

As I searched God’s word yesterday and came upon our passage, God stopped me dead in my tracks and humbled me. This friend is where I struggle; fixating on a thought until it makes me so hot that I ignite a fire of words onto my own family. 

In order to ignite words of love, I need to think more about God’slove. In order to ignite peace, I need to think more about God’s gift of peace. This is where I have failed in my thought life. I am not fighting the fire with the word of God as I should. I am not going directly to the fire house for help; I am trying to fight the fire myself. And all this does is cause third degree burns that hurt and leave lasting scars.

G, I love you more than life itself! Thank you for being so patient and for loving me and "Crazy Woman" unconditionally. You show me daily what true genuine love looks like, and for that I am ever so grateful.

Prayer: Lord You are the fire Chief and Your word is the water that puts out all fires. Help me Lord to call upon You at the spark and not when it is lit. Amen